hey i know i havent written in a hwile .. and im sorry .. but it doesnt really matter cuz who fuckin reads this thigns anyway?? Not i said the mouse.. lol anyways .. um this week was ok .. kinda slow kinda fast .. wasnt the greastest... got to go to sarahs daddys wake ... my prayers are with you ; The Reddan Family, sarah i will always be here for you !! i love you. um besides that .. Will scared the shyt out of me .. was sent to the hospital ... =( even though when i went to visit him to see how he was .. he was chillin back and relaxN watchin TV !! you asshoel i shoudl backhand you !! lol ... for the record Will .. ::loooks down:: i wasnt crying ... lol um but im glad your ok cuz i love you and i wouldnt know what i do without you .. or ne of my loving friends ... um Tonight was the play ... awesome!! good job everyone .. i walked into liek a litlle platform thingy .. got a HUGE bruise... im ...a moron ,,, um yea but i didnt go to ne cast parrties .. not becasue i wasnt invited .. THANKS JOE.... AND IM SORRY I COULDNT MAKE IT ... but i have the SAT's tommrow which are gunna eat me raw .. cuz i really dont know shyt ... so im gunna go to bed .. wish me luck .. and to all a goodnite .. i love you ..

Remeber: Your someones Soulmate...

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i think .. well i kno .. im about to explode .. i just ate like a world and a half of food .. its crazy .. im here , eating all i can .. stuffing my mouth with my moms best curry .. and there are starving people in the world .. i wish i coudl share my food .. i really do .. i feel so bad for them, i was thinking it might be cool to take a year off of college to go to liek anywhere in the world to help all the sick and all the hungry and just anyone who needed some help .. liek a helping hand .. you know.. someone who needs a person to talk to or someone to comfort them .. i can call it  " operation helping friend" istead of liek helping hand...you know .. cuz everyone needs a friend .. well yea thats about all i have to say about this .. i think im gunna not talk about this and do sumthing about it .. hmm ... im gunna go think .. goodnight my fellow people

FACT OF THE DAY : BAMBOO TAKES UP 99% OF A PANDAS DIET ..

BLAHH!! im soo not awake right now .. but i have to be .. its late. I think i have liek some kind of sleeping disorder, ither that or i just sleep way to much. I sleep so much that i sont think i dream anymroe , cause if i dreamt, all the " themes" of my dreams woudl be gone by liek next week ... do you understand the words that im writeing cuz im not .. im rambling.. i shoudl stop ... so i will .. right here .. :: STOOPP:::

"Burnout"

I declare I don't care no more
I'm burning up and out and growing BORED
In my smoked out BORING room
My hair is shagging in my eyes
Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight
To drive along these shoot town lights

I'm not growing up
I'm just burning out
And I stepped in line
to walk amongst the DEAD

A pathy has rained on me
Now I'm feeling like a soggy dream
So close to drowning but I DON'T MIND
I've lived inside this mental cave
Throw my emotions in the grave
heck,who needs them anyway

I'm not growing up
I'm just burning out
And I stepped in line
to walk amongst the DEAD

Im soo tired..

 FACT OF THE DAY :  the most used letters in the english language are E,T,A,O, I and N

Today was a pretty great day .. everything was good .. no problems... jsut alot of work , i have to do an oral final for foster, consisting of 8 chapters, no notecards, and you also have to recite all the poems and bible verses we learned prior to this whole thing. For Mrs. Banyard i have a test tommrow which is from chapter 22-27. which is gunna be hell .. and i have all this stuff for Mrs. P to do .. blahh .. o well its life what you gunna do ..

Anyway... i was talkin to one of my friends last night <no names mentioned> .. who i havent talked to or seen in a while .. shes one of my best friends -still cause .. i kno even though i dont talk to her as much or see her as much i kno she'll alwasy be there for me and visa versa- she called me up in tears and it hurt to hear her crying .. the reason she was cryin was becasue of a BOY.. and i thought to myself .. shes always the one who tells me not to cry over a boy cause there not worth my tears and if they were .. they wouldnt make me cry .. she's the STRONG type.. i label her as strong because, she doesnt have a weak heart or mind.  The way she carries herself is liek no one else i know.. and when i was listening to her talk , i realized ..no matter how old you are or young, you cant help to cry over some BOY or someone, because .. its not controlable, when your so much in love .. you cant help it .. and no matter how strong you are and how you carry yourself ... this stuff happens .. i finally realized you really dont kno how much you love a person unitl you lose them.

Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable.